Friday, May 16, 2014


It's the middle of May and I only have half a month of severance pay left. I've been applying to places left and right and only two calls back. One, from a Disney recruiter, but I botched the phone interview on account that I was so damn nervous. The second call was from a job that I was way overqualified for and not something I really wanted to do.

My weekdays have become very depressing and the weeks fly by in the blink of an eye. This is a very discouraging part of my life right now. I'm so thankful that I have my family and friends to lean on. But mostly I am so grateful I have Greg right now. He's been boosting me up every weekend and one or two days during the week. And he's been really fantastic.

I'm recording this because I want a reminder to myself about how miserable it is to be without a job. It was fun for the first couple of weeks, but when the money starts to dry out, it gets stressful and depressing and, I just hate this feeling. I feel like I can't ever find work again.

Hopefully my next entry is a happy one about landing a good job or starting my own business. And then I can look back on this entry and be all like Ha. Ha. Ha. Haha. Ha.